Since it is difficult to express what I want to say properly,and sometimes it may cause misunderstanding,I turn back to my Space.
You can find me there.
http://cynthia-huan.spaces.live.com/
2007-05-18
2007-05-04
Super coincidence
Oh, my God!
Today, I receive a gift which is the same as what I have owned. They are absolutely the same! How can it be?
Today, I receive a gift which is the same as what I have owned. They are absolutely the same! How can it be?
2007-04-26
Be Cool
My friends said that I am dressed cool today.
HOHO~
I have returned to my previous style today.
HOHO~
I have returned to my previous style today.
Strive to do some valuable thing.
Yesterday we went to the project group as usual, and handed in the programme. Teacher Cao was pleased with our efficiency and she was surprised that it was my first project because I seemed to be experienced.
New task has been assigned, maybe we should take advantage of the holidays to finish it.
Strive to do some valuable thing. Forget the unhappiness by working and study.
New task has been assigned, maybe we should take advantage of the holidays to finish it.
Strive to do some valuable thing. Forget the unhappiness by working and study.
2007-04-24
Dismal weather, dismal mood
The mood is as dismal as the weather.
Yesterday, Toshiya said,"You seem to be depressed these days." "Really? I behave as usual," I said. "No, it's not the truth. What's the matter?"
To tell the truth, I'm not sure. Perhaps there exists a reason, no, there should be a reason. Seldom has others found my sorrow which is disguised with a smile. I seem to be happy, maybe. I skip classes, go to play, go shopping with friends. I don't know what I'm doing these days and I don't know what I want to change or how to change the situation, either. In spite of the smile, I have a sense of crying.
I laugh at myself, fool.
The sun will be shining tomorrow. But, what about my mood?
Yesterday, Toshiya said,"You seem to be depressed these days." "Really? I behave as usual," I said. "No, it's not the truth. What's the matter?"
To tell the truth, I'm not sure. Perhaps there exists a reason, no, there should be a reason. Seldom has others found my sorrow which is disguised with a smile. I seem to be happy, maybe. I skip classes, go to play, go shopping with friends. I don't know what I'm doing these days and I don't know what I want to change or how to change the situation, either. In spite of the smile, I have a sense of crying.
I laugh at myself, fool.
The sun will be shining tomorrow. But, what about my mood?
2007-04-23
Be bad child
I skipped the network class. Only a few people went to the lab today. The experiments were tiresome. Not knowing what to do, I came back to the dormitory. I don't wannar do the experiments, I don't wannar deal with the large number of reports either. Perhaps I am becoming worse and worse now.
2007-04-22
Continue~~~
I have eaten too much at sister's home today. My stomach has been full of food now. Every time I go back home or go to visit my sister, I can't resist the temptation of food, especially my favourite, Dove. So I have to stay in the dormitory if I want to loose weight. According to this tendency, my weight will be out of control. Oh no, it's too terrible! Loosing weight should be continued.
As judged by my friends, my resistance is so feeble that I can't resist food, playing, and some person, maybe. I am prone to be persuaded by others. This is one of my greatest weakness.
I wannar change it. But it seems to be difficult, just as difficult as loosing weight!
As judged by my friends, my resistance is so feeble that I can't resist food, playing, and some person, maybe. I am prone to be persuaded by others. This is one of my greatest weakness.
I wannar change it. But it seems to be difficult, just as difficult as loosing weight!
2007-04-21
Cultivate the feeling of programming
Maybe I don’t have any cell of programming though I major in CS. Months ago, I join the project group of Teacher Cao with IRIS, for the purpose of learning something. I have been busy with the task which was assigned this Wednesday. Faced with a lot of unexpected problems, I felt depressed. But now I am excited because I have solved all the problems. I felt sense of accomplishment whenever I solved a problem, this may be the pleasure of programming. I should cultivate the feeling of programming, ohyeah.
2007-04-15
Missing rice
I considered dining to be a painful and troublesome thing in the past. But now, after half a month's being on diet, I have changed my opinion thoroughly. In other words, my plan of loosing weight will be declared to be a failure. My perseverance is so poor that I have decided to come back after two days. I miss the taste of rice very much.
Just two days! It won't be long away!
Just two days! It won't be long away!
2007-04-06
I'm a fool
What has happened on earth?
It is surprising that such feeling occurred to me which seems to be familiar with me. I was left depressed on seeing the scene, just like having been thrown a damp. I felt cold thoroughly when I heard the words. I pretended that I would never mind. I don't know whether I behaved normally after that.
Perhaps my feeling is wrong and the fact is not the same as imagined. But whatever the fact is, the ending will be the same undoubtedly.
I can make sure that I have made a severe mistake. Never should I come to this situation, and never should I fall into this dilemma, but I did, the feeling told me. I jumped into the trap while knowing it.
I'm a true fool, don't you think so?
It is surprising that such feeling occurred to me which seems to be familiar with me. I was left depressed on seeing the scene, just like having been thrown a damp. I felt cold thoroughly when I heard the words. I pretended that I would never mind. I don't know whether I behaved normally after that.
Perhaps my feeling is wrong and the fact is not the same as imagined. But whatever the fact is, the ending will be the same undoubtedly.
I can make sure that I have made a severe mistake. Never should I come to this situation, and never should I fall into this dilemma, but I did, the feeling told me. I jumped into the trap while knowing it.
I'm a true fool, don't you think so?
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